What If…….

Posted: March 12, 2014 in 我手写我心

It feels great if someone appreciates you rather than critises you;
It feels great if someone proud of you for just a little thing;
It feels great if someone feels greatful about what you have done;
It feels great if someone feels your the most wonderful thing happened in their life;
It feels great if someone just want to love you a little bit more;
It feels great if someone is willing to give up something for you;
It feels great if someone is missing you right now;
It feels great if someone wants to be with you forever, no matter what……

P.s. Feel happy to be a Lichee 🙂 I am so like Lichee!!

The First Cut is the Deepest

Posted: March 8, 2014 in 余音乐坊

I would have given you all of my heart
But there’s someone whos torn it apart
And she’s taken just all that I had
But if you want I’ll try to love again
Baby I’ll try to love again but I know

The first cut is the deepest
Baby I know the first cut is the deepest
But when it come to being lucky she’s cursed
When it come to loving me she’s the worst
I still want you by my side
Just to help me dry the tears that Ive cried
And Im sure going to give you a try
And if you want I’ll try to love again
Baby I’ll try to love again but I know

The first cut is the deepest

思念

Posted: February 24, 2014 in 我手写我心

思念是一种很玄的东西
如影随行
无声无息出没在心底

绿卡

Posted: February 10, 2014 in 朝花夕拾

今天收到了英国绿卡,面签就是给力,公司也大出血,值得庆祝,凭着自己的努力拿到了,虽说晚了两年,本该在30岁的时候拿到,但也为自己高兴一下!

从来没想过今天的心情是这样的,很平静,拿着自己辛辛苦苦工作七年修来的绿卡,庆祝的人却是自己一个人,感谢在身边的朋友们!让我看到了希望的明天,我会好好的走这个新的开始,不辜负爱我的人,珍惜每一份珍贵的缘分!没有人可以阻止我走自己的路的脚步,没有人能阻止我去实现自己的梦想,是时候放开为自己真真正正活一次了! 加油!

p.s 今天滑雪课报上了!喜欢这样的新开始!

Get it over with

Posted: January 22, 2014 in 我手写我心

‘Getting over you it’s the hardest thing I have ever done in my life…..’  From Monica, I think I need more <Friends>

Could I?

Could I?

or Could I!

New Start

Posted: January 20, 2014 in 朝花夕拾

今天开始学琴啦!兴奋!为自己加油!

Closure

Posted: January 5, 2014 in 我手写我心

That’s it! Not really a surprise for me, feel I know the
end already , only thing I feel a bit upset is there seems no drama
or dismay, not like before……guess I weighted myself too
much……ten years gone……not sure when the tearing heart part
will be end……fate, I can never beat. Depressing is in my blood,
in my soul, in me forever.
其实我从来没想过会在这里说结束,曾经一度坚信我们是永恒的,但世界上不变的就只有变化,其实这段感情伤我最深的不是我们不能在一起,而是守护了十年的感情,从没有人想过给它一个说法,也许那样结果会不一样。一直很鄙视什么年龄干什么事儿的人,觉得人不能用框子把自己局限了,要加紧干自己想干的,可其实什么都比不上一个offer给你幸福的人。我不是留恋在英国的自由和舒适,我更在乎的是愿意承载我后半生的人,那个moment不是再讲条件,做了这个就会有,其实现在没有,永远都不会有,可能我现在才明白。
我会伤心难过,因为我们不是彼此 那个可以一起走后半辈子的人,you don’t have choice, me either.